Frozen Fear

So this is the ultimate challenge
Write a cool song about rape
What requires the wealth of my talent
Has all of the wrath of my grapes
But with this one the stakes
Are far from well done
There's such misplaced self hate
Like you vape your own lungs
And since you didn't run
You now question your motives
Like if you happen to cum
Your blame and your focus
Becomes something so bogus
It begins to take over
You start to feel hopeless
While that chip on your shoulder
Dips as you get older
Affecting all of your relationships
But the more those myths can find exposure
The quicker you're forgiveness quits
Skipping your exquisite gifts
And you stand up to your attacker
You're much more than some prison bitch
There's no need for mourning after
Since its only a disaster
If your scars are all you show
You are all that matters
So YOU must let it go

Now, from what I understand
A seldom solved equation
Is why when these Stone Cold stunner's land
We fall the invasion
But I think it's amazing
How your body can protect you
And the protest flag I'm raising
Waves the truth that never gets through
See, you might just be split in two
If not for lubrication
So your body takes its hidden cues
From years put in that place then
While your head trys to escape and
Process what is happening
Biology's at play when
Your body just reacts to things
See it's almost like your slapping strings
The guitar produces sound
Perfection comes from practicing
And when you take the mound
Muscle memory amounts
To autopilot in control
When you fill your head with doubt
You empty out your soul
And when you only have your holes
Depression holds you back
You'll find yourself on stripper poles
With paper cuts across your crack
And that dysfunction then attacks
Those dysfunctional enough to think they help
Because you can't forget your broken past
When you won't forgive your victim self

Now see, I'm trying to be clever
And not be far too graphic
But what I'm talking about will never
Be delivered without static
Since rape is always tragic
Because the issues compound daily
And afterward the damage
Shows the test the sheep are failing
The walls the victim's are then stuck scaling
Seem mountainous in scope
They think their best move might be bailing
Since they've long since lost their hope
But tossing all that rope
Starts with information
The victim's aren't alone
And deserve an explanation
As to why the lubrication
Is you protecting you
And if you froze in your location
Again, that's what we do
Since at least you weren't left black and blue
Beaten for resistance
Your body did what got you through
You shouldn't seek forgiveness
The awful things you witnessed
Are like punishment for nothing
And your nightmares are the visions
Keeping any lock from busting
But your mettle's only rusting
When the terror blindly reigns
I know it's hard, but trust me
You're defined by more than pain

Let it go
Let it go
You're better than you know
It's ok if you were frozen
Just learn to let it go

Let it go
Let it go
You were never in control
Once the door is open
Walk though and let it go